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| well my xanga has been sleeping for a while, but i think its time for it to wake back up. i don't really know what to write about. drumline started up again!! finally! and i made bassssss. hellll yeah bottom bass BAYBEEEE haha yeah sweet.um but yeah it should be a good season. im PSYCHED!! so thats a lot of enthusiasm for this entry. on a less enthusiastic note..i dont know how to decide between OSU and UC. i have thought it over 98571209347690 times and i have no idea how im going to choose. its stressing me out, cuz i dont wanna make the wrong choice..i dont know what to do. sweet. well at this point in time, i should probably go back to watching Boston Legal. more later when i know what to say.  much love.  NICKLEBACK
"Far Away"
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
One my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go
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| so i think its been a while since i wrote anything....whoops.
lets see...there has been a lot of drumline. a lot. a lot. this past weekend, we had practice friday night, practice and a show all day saturday, practice and a show alllll day sunday and then practice all of monday...but it was fun cuz we won our shows on saturday and sunday...76.1 and then 79.9 which is sweet. i dont even mind practicing that much, cuz altho it is a lot of work, it is worth it, and it is so much fun. especially hanging out with all of the drumline kids and just being stupid  but yeah, on saturday night after our competition, we were all on our way to toot's when kt and i saw a car pulled over on the side of the road, turns out it was chris delveccio, so we pulled over, turns out he ran out of gas, so a bunch more drumline people pulled over and like 7 of us helped him push his car to the gas station, and then we had to run back across the 4 lane columbia road wearing all dark clothes, prolly not a good idea...haha when we were pusing the car daniel powell was like "if we get hit the drumline is screwed..." haha it was funny. but yeah.
school has been pretty stressful, just so much work, and everyother day we get told more about picking the right college, and its like, im not ready to leave yet... but yeah i havent had a lot of homework so that is always fun...and oh yeah national honor society tapping is tomorrow...i hope i get in.
letsssss seee not a lot else has been rockin...hangin a lot with friends and stuff and we are all hanging out tomorrow and it is gonna be a blast !!
talk to ya'll later...much love 
"To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me
Always love? Hate will get you every time
Always love? Don?t wait til the finish line"
~Always Love, Nada Surf | | |
| it's snowing. that rocks. it isn't sticking. that does not rock.
i had no homework all week and that was amazing...yeah. so on thursday, i was supposed to go to this party thing with my mom, but i didnt end up having to go i dont know why, and on wednesday i had made plans to go shopping with kaila and sarah so i ended up doing that for a little bit...it was awesome haha i love those girls...haha yeah and going to burger kings was pretty freaky but oh well haha it was soooo much fun and i got some sweet stuff so that rules too.
friday, i didnt have to go to the pep rally so i went with kaila and sarah to help them find dresses for the dance, and sarah had to drop people off so me and kaila went to camille's to wait for sarah, and it took us a half an hour to get her from my house to camille's, which is about a five minute drive lol, but it was fun, even tho they didnt really find n e thing. friday night we had practice, and it was pretty good, we just didnt get everything done we wanted to. we re-wrote this one part in the drill and david and i are running to our dots, its awesome. i notice that a lot of my sets are HUGE which is awesome, cuz its better than little tiny steps, but it is hard to control my huge drum haha oh well. then after practice, i went over to kaila's, and we just chilled and watched tv till we fell asleep...i loooover her
saturday i went to the mall with kaila to help her find a dress, and we were there a looong time but it was still fun and saturday night...was one of the best in a while...haha it sounds retarded but i dont care...it was the winter dance! haha yeah maggie picked up me, joe, and anthony, and then we went to olive garden to meet kelsey, brian, s mul, tor, hp, and meredith, and then we went up to the school for the dance, haha yeah we got there pretty early but it was awesome cuz there werent that many people there, and the freshman and sophomores there were trying to act all cool, and we all just strated going crazy haha yeah i mostly hung out with kels, maggie, brian, joe, and anthony, and then kaila, sarah, and monjaras...it was so fun tho cuz we didnt have to impress anyone and we could all just be ourselves...kelsey and i had fun charching through large groups of people...and dancing to thriller haha but yeah we all just kinda danced and acted crazy and it was really fun. then me maggie kelsey, brian and anthony went to kelsey's house to hang for a while and did a little prank calling....hahahahahahahahhaaha yeah but it was awesome and i love you all!!!
today i am doing retarded homework and then i have to work how fun. talk to you all later...
"WIIILD THIIINGG!!!" | | |
| wooooo happy birthday to meee haha i love birthdays | | |
| so yesterday at music theory, we had to make our own excercise having to do with major scales and stuff...and i once again proved that i cant play by myself..i get so nervousand i dont know why. it drives me insane. grrr. yeah its the same thing with drumline, no matter how much i practice or how much better i get, there always seems to be something wrong. i get so frustrated with myself and i dont know what else to do to fix it.
today drumline was overall pretty good it seems like we got a lot accomplished, and the 2 movements we have so far r awesomeeee i love our show...it is really hard tho to haul it around taking HUGE steps while trying to control and play a HUGE drum...but that is the fun of it. i loooove drumline sooo much it is so much fun...and besides.. what else would i want to do with my time? haha
but something i have been noticing is the way some people in drumline have been treating me or acting towards me or whatev. some people are deciding it is funny to do as many things as they possibly can to try to piss me of, and it is really retarded. i never did anything to any of you guys, one of you in particular i never did anything to you et you decide it is fun to be an @$$. haha then one person even told me that if a bomb flew into the cafeteria and landed on me and i died that they wouldnt care...i dont know if they were serious or not cuz they like to joke around sometimes but who knows cuz he said he wasnt joking. it really was...nice to hear. i dont know if it is that u guys dont think i belong in drumline or what but it really pisses me off, and to tell ya the truth it hurts. i never did anything to any of you as far as i know, and if i did let me know so i can try to fix it. but i am just as much a member of the drumline as any of you. im sorry i havent been playing since 6th grade, but i am still trying my hardest, and im sorry that when i wanted to switch to drumline in the fall for marching band, i got yelled at and told i wasnt allowed, i dont know what else you want me to do. and haha for those of you who i am only good enough for when no one else is around, thanks a lot for that too. haha you guys make me feel more and more included everyday in drumline. well guess what? no matter how much you try to piss me off and no matter how much i hurt, i am not going anywhere and i am a part of this drumline; im trying just as hard, working just as hard, there just as long, and doing just as much as you guys so you all better accept the it and get the f**k over it.
"I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me"
~I Don't Want to Be, Gavin DeGraw | | |
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